Maybe it is spring fever.

Maybe it is transitioning back to an office setting and no longer working from home.

Maybe it is feeling loss as a mother and for a mother.

Maybe it is weight gain.

Maybe it is post-COVID everything.

Maybe it is living out of a suitcase and in a space that is not permanent.

Maybe it is mourning the home we created.

Maybe it is spiritual searching.

I am grateful for spring.

I am grateful for an office to separate work from home.

I am grateful for memories I have of being a mom and having a mom.

I am grateful for food to eat and new trails to discover.

I am grateful for a light at the end of this tunnel.

I am grateful for mattresses stacked and a bedroom to call ours while ours is being created.

I am grateful to still have a beautiful home that held lots of love and no trauma, and I am grateful that over time, we will begin to let it go and it will be okay.

I am grateful that times of searching also produce times of learning, and God gives me just what I need when I need it.

Don’t let this rattle you. You trust God, don’t you? Trust me.  – John 14:1